Started my day off with a bad phone call from Dad. I told him about the camp that I will be attending tmr & slowly we continued chatting over the phone about my brother, my brother's new girlfriend, Mum, and life. It continued on for about a good 15mins before the both of us got a little agitated and decided not to continue chatting by me saying, "Okay la, don't say so much. Not free now."

I was very hurt by his words & decisions.
I'm very hurt...

You know the feeling of losing someone so close to you? You know the feeling of not being to know how the person is doing even though both of you are in the same country? So near yet, so far away! You know the feeling of crying to bed every night and hoping the next day will be a better day? You know the feeling of seeing the tiredness in your parents' eyes? You know the feeling of hearing the breathing tone of your parents' whom are very tired after a long day at work?

Sigh..

I was talking to Desmond and Glenn this afternoon. I've learnt:

Don't let those laughing at you laugh for too long.
Don't let your loved ones wait for you, wait for too long.
You are who you think you are.

I'll be away to Team Building Challenge Camp with my partners for a good 3 days 2 nights. I will make it very worth it! & I'm very sure it will be a good one!

I want to have my high four-figured pay cheque this month!!
I want to go up on stage during next seminar to receive my award as a Regional Manager!!

Ultimately,

Fuck whatever judgements others have of me, my life and my family.
I'm gonna make them take back their words!

Heading to bed to rest before meeting Michelle and Jerry for breakfast, and then to the camp site to gather with the rest. TBC.. HERE WE COMEEEEEEEE! :)

I'm up exceptionally early today, because I have an interview at SMU at 2pm. I'm feeling very nervous! Gosh, it's been a long while since I went for such a thing! I hope that I will pull through this and get into the school! Guess what? It's because I don't wanna enter NTU! The course that i'm posted to isn't what I wanted.

I hope I will go through the interview later on smoothly! All the best to me! :D

Hello World!

This space here is growing spider webs already! My bad. I'm back in this technology world once again. Will update whenever I have the time, because i'm always home only by 3am or even later! Scary shit! Hahaha.

The past few weeks/months have been fruitful (if you get what i mean!). Teeheehee! From the previous entry, i'm glad that most of it can be strike off!

1. Sign up for uni
I've gotten a phone call & email from SMU. I'm shortlisted for an interview on the 20th, which is next monday! Chester, Sam & Melissa gave me a few pointers which will help during the interview. I hope i will do well for it!

2. Pass my TP
I have obtained my Class 3 license on the 14th of Feb (V DAY!). Greatest gift! I can't wait for the next step in life! My red baby, i'm working hard to get you back home with me!

3. Interview
Argh, economy crisis! Stupidest shit!

4. Pursue my goals by April
YAY!!! Happiest month! :D

I have been spending a lot of time catching up with old friends. I am very happy for all of them! Some are in the uni already, some are working, some have businesses of their own, some are just relaxing and some are missing from my life! I miss everyone that I have been close to! Guess that my priorities in life have been ranked properly that I neglected too much of the outside world. Nevertheless, it's all worth the hard work at the end of the day! I can see a light at the end of this tunnel. I will continue on and move on! In life, it's all about moving on and on and on... And never give up! :)

I'm gonna rest for awhile before I drive over to Bishan to have a morning jog and back home to continue with my beauty sleep. Nights!

I'm having a mixed feeling now. Today is the last day of attachment at SCS @ Synergy. Should I be happy or should I be whatever, I really don't know. The past few weeks haven't been good. I spent most of my free time pondering over what I should not be thinking of. For a reason or another, I screwed everything up in the end. Urgh, super angry with myself! For now, I NEED to do a couple of things.

1. Sign up for Uni
2. Pass my TP tmr (This would be the best V Day gift ever!)
3. Interview on Monday (Hope it will go smoothly.)
4. Pursue my goals by April!

When these are all NEEDS, I cannot look back. I NEED to make them all come true!

Alright, I've got to finish as much of my report as I could before I make my way to Bedok HQ to surrender everything and go for the exit clearance. :)

For now, be happy everyone! & WAIT FOR MY GOOD NEWS! teeheehee :D

We set our goals here on this very day.
I hope the next time when we go back to the same place same spot,
we would have achieved something new in life!
:) :) :) :) :)